Since Sabrina passed away, or went to heaven. Their have been many struggles, some emotion, some physical and some with family. I have been trying to get going in different directions, but am still
struggling with a lot of things. Missing her is the biggest struggle, separation anxiety has hit harder
than I thought it would. Her doctor tried to prepare me as much as he could. Thanks to wonderful
friends I have come
this far!

Sabrina Passed away

Sabrina passed away March 30 2016 at 8:30pm. She was in the hospital for the first time she had pneumonia and the flu. Last october she started to have hip problems, they couldn't find anything wrong with her hip. And after lots of therapy their wasn't any change, she was on pain medicine for pain. The medicine helped some, however she still had some pain and wouldn't bend her leg much. She was the angel in our home, and their is a big empty space in our home now. We loved her so much and miss her terribly! She is now a bright angel in heaven! She had just turned 18 in February.

Here are some new pictures of Sabrina, enjoy! She has a small eletronic piano she like to play on
next to my computer. She does drool a lot so I have started putting face cloths on her, bibs don't

work on her so well then hurt the back of her neck. She is 17 now, a miracle for her! She recently gained about 4 pounds, I know that doesn't sound like much, she has such a hard time gaining weight. Gaining any weight is a hugh mile stone, Yeah!  We bought her a little puffy chair at Walmart. It is so soft she falls a sleep in it once in a while. She gets tired and worn out faster than she used to, and her back is hurting more than before. It is curved near the top of her back pushing her should blade out. This makes it harder for her to turn over in bed at night.

Haven't posted for a while, made Sabrina and I a creamy custard today.

She likes custard and I like to give her a variety so she doesn't get bored with her food. She is going to turn 16 tomorrow (Feb. 26) I am so happy for another birthday!
She stands in her walk about and plays the piano and just smiles!

We read a lot of books, she likes all the books we read. She can't get enough!
For Christmas she got a Walmart card from her sister, Shahala so she got some new clothes. We picked out two sweaters, a jacket and 2 pair of pants. This is the new jacket and it is so soft!

pneumonia

Sabrina had pneumonia for the first time, and we had to put her on oxygen. Her doctor gave me the option to keep her home or put her in the hospital, we kept her home and checked in with the doctor regularly. She was very willing to have the oxygen and not pull it off. The doctor gave her an antibiotic which we made sure she took til they were gone. She maybe very disabled and can't talk but I know she understands a lot. My son talked to her about keeping the oxygen on while I got other things ready. Making sure she is hydrated is vitally important to getting well. Staying hydrated when your sick is hard, keeping Sabrina hydrated is very hard. so I just did it by the clock every 15 minutes, didn't get a lot of sleep. But she is better now, but weening her off the oxygen has been a slow process. She is finally back to eating normal and being her cute self again.

Just a fun time!

                                                                Sabrina has always had a lot of attention

from her siblings, it is just hard to get pictures.

And she likes our little dog too!

short video of Sabrina